Hmm

People wont know what depression can do to people even after it takes their lives…

If i at her place i would be thinking the same..

Want to quit medical school but what should i do in future and i would be in a very huge debt due to scholarship.

Still dont know how to reply her message.. 

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Huhu

We went out to search for food at Dahab but suddenly my eyes got blurred. I know, its gonna be vertigo very soon. 

So i ask my friend to buy food for 17 of us and i walked to Yasmina Hotel to have some rest..

Vomitting, nausea.. i cannot open my eyes from 1 pm until 9pm… i just closed it and sometimes i felt asleep… cannot talk and feeling very weak at my joints.

Alhamdulillah just safely home at 12. 

Mmm

He wont understand me.

People wont understand me…

Nobody would ever understand me…

i dont understand me either…

Nana said i am oversensitive..

Yes i am…

Still, that kind of ‘compliment’ doesnt help..

… 

Hmm

Second day of not talking to people…

I am going to Darrasah for class this evening, should i go somewhere else before that?

Literally, i am having mood of doing nothing… i dont feel like going out but i want to step out from this house.. i dont feel like eating but still thinking of a cheese cake and a chocolate smoothie… 

having no friend to talk abt whats going on in my life is not easy… but having a friend also a burden sometimes hahahahaha… dont you agree, wordpress? Answer me!!! 

#why wordpress is only a software 😦

Ouh

My father said that ive changed 180% since i know izzat..

And yahh, it was annoying me enough because i just know him less than a month and ive been a good girl since i was bornn!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wasnt he meant that i ve not been a good doter before?