Bad girl

Saadah, you’re a bad girl! Enough!

Could you be more patient and kind to others?

…… okay …… :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

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Man

Ladies, never trust men.

Believe me!

You could get married but, trust NO…

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

My friend name semek

Semek said that i’m such of complicated person.

Am i???

But why i think that semek is more complicated than me? Haha…

Hard to reach your thinking.
Hard to understand your feeling.

Semek is enteresting person that i’ve met. She kind of understand what people feels and try to comforts them. She is kind and generous. Talks a lot and sometime ignoring my story because she want to talk more. Hahaha

She has a lot of problems. She has no time for herself. She has no one except her mum. She thought that everyone hate her so she did hate everyone, to be fairly. She has inferior complex (??). Ferinix?? She probably has emotionally ill. I guess, there is makhluk halus kot inside her. Haha.. OIUJA… haha….

Those are in her mind. And she want to believe it.

so i let her with those beliefs.

But come on semek, live more years and be my travelmate. Learn how to be a wonderful person like me. So positive and straight forward. Moving on everytime difficults came. not really expert at complaining things. Hahaaha….

I said to dhaniah last night.

“Dhaniah, jom saya kawin dengan awok lah… kita gi travel sama-sama…. takyah la kawin dengan lelaki… never trust men!”

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

Attitude

Your attitude decides who gonna stay in your life.

In fact that you’re annoying me…

And i feel very upset.

sadly, i’m still having a good heart that easily forgive people.

And ofcourse, i hate that most!

I hope i can be a cruel one.

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

Independent

I know that mypoorself have been very dependant to someone that i trust, i like most and happy with.

But it’s kind of hurting me so much that i can’t bear.

I never forgot my terrified situation when my trusted friend left me behind. I cried over our memories for months.

I, myself, hard to make some friendship with people. Because i dont really trust anyone.

Enough, let her carved her name on my stars and i dont want another else.

I hate that kind of friendship.. makes me trust most, happier and dependant.

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

Listener

I need to talk to someone right now. But i just dont know who. Well, i dont have any good, best, true bla bla Friend. So… thanks to wordpress, for keep hearing me out.

Now, i feel guilty. But ya, guilty have been my major personality since i was born.

Guilty to someone that want to talk to me, care about me and want to be with me. But i just cant.

In the same time, i feel burden of responsibilities…

Thats why, i love to travel. because i need it.

And…. i think i should draw a line between me and that friend. because, uneasy feeling.

WordPresss,,,, i need lie to me season 2 please. 😦

I hope wordpress is a guy that i can marry…

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

Comfort

She keeps me silent. She tolds me her problems but she doesnt give me any chance to help.

i want to help you, semek.

But, i think i know nothing about you.

I only give you some stupid opinions.

I just can stay beside and comforting you. Maybe it could lessen your pain.

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

Rain

Yesterday, it’s raining in cairo. And me, going out and take a walk with my friend. We ate baskin robbin icecream and walked to Abbas Street from Rabaah. Have a lunch at Syeikh Balad.

Nice. Because we re under the rain. And i love it so much.

Plus, i feel better to Recomfirm that she’s okay with me and not angry anymore. In fact, she is not angry at all. It’s just about me. I misundrstood her by her text. Hahahahha

Bye bye winter. I love you sometimes and hate you at other time…

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”

Like to talk

There is not much person that i would like to talk a lot.

Yeah, i’m picky woman.

if i dont feel like to talk, i’ll keep silent and make the awkward situation with people so they would leave me alone.

And, i have a very few friend that i’m happy with them. with no reason, i love to text and talk to them and can spend a lot of time.

So….. ofcourse…..

I’m afraid, which situation i’ll be with my future husband. Hahhahaha…. i hope he could keep me talking to him. Or, i’ll leave him to continue my journey, travelling over the world.

Alone.

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“Kebenaran itu memiliki tanda soal yang terkadang tidak mampu dirungkai di atas dunia…”