Start working at 7,30 am under  heavy rain and storm. So cold and wet.

I wear two jackets but still not enough.

Fortunately, they still having a kind heart so they stopped us from working continuesly.

5 hours for today..

Min Farm. The best farm i have ever worked!



‚ÄčWell you only need the light when it’s burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go


Today is gonna be storm here.

Work, please be less hard and weather, pleas be less cold…

Kak Nana’ house… Gathering place after working time… place to get some job… hehe….



Haha, i know why it feels so lonely now..

I have uninstalled the whatsapp at the immigration and automaticly left the groupssss…

Furthermore, i cant sign up with the old number. So i used my new number for verification method.



Yesterday, we went to the beach at the centre of city. Well, i have gone there before on my second day here.

But the story was, they said there is a place for prayer. So i thought, they will stop by to pray. But unfortunately, we reached at the beach late, around 20 minutes before isyak.

I was searching for a space to pray. But there is none. Too much people and this country has too much polices around.

I must avoid police because i forgot my passport at home and well, working here is illegal.

They start taking pictures, selfies and walking around. But me, i cant stop thinking about maghrib prayer.

So i checked the qiblat and sit on the bench. Then I perform my prayer.

Just God, who knows my feeling at that moment.

While working, it was too hard to catch time for performing prayer. Most of the workers just qadha their prayers.

Okay, off to work.


My brother sent me this picture.

I said, “Now i found that Iskandar looks like you. Just only her skin likes her mother..”

He replied, “No! I was bright at my past…”

My handsome boy… miss you