Sometimes, i think that i am drown into fantasy too deep.
Imagined abt having such a wonderful family, husband and kids. Good title at work wt high salary. Travelling outside the country once or twice a month.
Open up a private kitchen for my self satisfication. At the same time, i want to be a lecturer at college. Beside doing some traditional treatment as it exciting me most of the time except being tired.
But i believe, i got no time for all of that.
Above of all, i imagined of a person. Wonderful guy. Nice and kind. Respectful and mindful. Understand and accept me for who i am…
Give me a flower every week wt a kiss on my cheek.
Argue with me sometimes so one of us will get sulk and another one plays their part.
Whenever its raining outside, i can ask for his hand to accompany me for rain shower.
Or, we can enjoy our hot coffee beside the glass window, talking abt kids. Or abt our cats.
He, the one that i can miss every second of my life.
The one that i can reach whenever i need a help.
Never get bored of me no matter how annoying i might be to him ( sometime)
He, writes me some letters. I just love this kind of oldschool stuffs.
He, a person that i can rely and cry on his shoulder.
A person that makes this world easier for me.
A person that would still hold my hand no matter how badly he is mad at me.
A person that will trust in me no matter what happen.
He would be my person that i cherish the most.
So, until now im not getting married because of waiting this kind of person. Hahahahhahahaha